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Monday = Fresh Start

Good morning Kid-Oes

Today I woke up feeling refreshed and determined.

I WANT TO DO SOMETHING!

I've been fumbling over ideas for the past few days, and I think I am finally on to something... SOMETHING DOOOOOPE! LOL

I know in the past I've been on the sooooooper B/s... but this time I got my head on straight... and I'm ore focused than a digital camera!

"JUST DO IT" Probably my favorite slogan of all time...

so whatever you have going on in your head... or in your heart... just do it.

Forget the fear, embrace the sacrifice, ignore the doubt, and enjoy the Journey.

Just Do it...

Cool Out Kids.

H.O.P.E- Follow the leader.

Top of the morning to you Kids...

today is.....

APRIL 21ST

Which means my good ol pal...

H.O.P.E

drops his mixtape today....

whats it called? you may ask....

FOLLOW THE LEADER (BITCH!)

Download: Follow The Leader

Whatever....

This heat has me miserable, Its crazy how the weather has a serious effect on my mood... Everything thing is irritating the hell out of me... whatever...

I looked at her picture today, and couldnt feel the same feelings I felt yesterday. I guess I have finally convinced myself that I dont belong with anyone. I have no idea who I am, and Im completely fine with that.... BUT...I cant say the same for her. I know one day she will rise up with sun, and realize that I am not the one for her... but until that day come, she will find every excuse for us to be together. What have I invested? a 1/4 of my time... a couple of jokes, a few nights she wont forget, and a kiss?

I feel horrible...

no i dont...

i dont know what i feel... I honestly dont know why Im writing this... maybe someone out there will be able to connect to these words.

I wish i could be one of those sophisticated writers that use all these big words to describe how they feel...

maybe i should have graduated....

MAYBE I SHOULD STOP THINKING!!!!!!

FUCK YOU!

im sorry... but this blog post has been interrupted by numerous gunshots...

R.I.P young soul... may the angel of death guide your soul... and tell him im still waiting for our raincheck...

cool out.

(its too hot)

Be proud of me PPl- i made a dope 420 mixtape!

wudup kids! i havent been on my shit lately... sorry... ive just been working hard on making quality music... speaking of which... download this 420 mixtape... presented by Theovun.com it has ME(lite) ... UNI, Method Man, Dead prez, Evidence... and ... well just check the track list cuh...

happy blazing..

SHOUTS TO KRISTIN!!! SHES MY HERO!!!


and i know its hot out there.... but COOOL OUUUUT!



Download: The Ascension

Tracklist:
01-Super Duper High [skit]
02-People Under The Stairs-San Francisco Knights [prod. Thes One]
03-Frank N Dank [FDR]-Puff Puff Pass [prod. Young RJ]
04-The Dopest Dope [skit]
05-Dame Grease ft. E. Nasty-Smoke Wit Me [prod. Dame Grease]
06-CunninLynguists-Never Come Down (The Brownie Song) [Prod. Kno]
07-The House of M-Wave Nouveau (Keep It Tight) [prod. D’Matikk]
08-Classified-CYOA 1 (Choose Your Own Adventure) [prod. Classified]
09-Who The F*ck is Chachi[skit]
10-Children of the Night-Contact High [prod. COTN]
11-LoveJones and Phys Edison-Sunday Drive Midnight Mix [prod. Phys Edison]
12-Method Man ft. Streetlife & Carlton Fisk-4_20 [prod. Kinetic]
13-Spanish Trampoline [skit]
14-Evidence ft. Krondon-Solitary Confinement [prod. Sid Roams]
15-K-OTIX ft. Niyat-The Science [prod. D. Randle]
16-dead prez-Twenty [prod. n/a]
17-Are You High? [skit]
18-Quasimoto (Madlib)-Axe Puzzles [prod. Madlib]
19-Tabi Bonney-Cool and Fly [prod. Bübu The Producer ]
20-The Niyat-Do's and Dont's [prod. Mirawge Bizarre]
21-Lite-High [prod. n/a]
22-Your Addiction To Marijuana [skit]
23-Viktor Vaughn ft. Apani B-Let Me Watch [prod. King Honey]
24-U-N-I-Black Sky [prod. Ro Blvd]

My Mirror

When no one else is around, I sing SOOOOOO LOUD! I do all the dances Im afraid to do at parties, I create videos for my favorite songs, and then act them out in my bedroom. And then I catch myself in the mirror, I cant help but to laugh. I walk up to it and make the goofiest face I am capable of making, and laugh again...

I found myself starting to stare, and becoming overwhelmed by a feeling that I can neither describe or categorize. I am looking directly into my own eyes realizing that this the only way I get see "me"... sure there are pictures, and videos, but that is all past tense. My reflection is up to the second live action... Me in the NOW! and for some reason that amazes me...

maybe its because ive taken my mirror for granted... only using it to pop a pimple, or get something off of my teeth.... or just a quick glance.

not anymore, never again.

Now, when I look in the mirror, i see my mom, dad, my sisters, my pain, the happy days, i see my passion, I see what YOU see when you look at me... I see me.

my mirror knows my flaws, has seen me dance, heard me sing, seen me smile and cry, my mirror has been yelled at, and has yelled back at me... my mirror always lets me know when im fucking up... and when im happy... my mirror is happy too...

My mirror is the shit.

Kanye Likes Fish Dicks! LMAO (south park is the best, but why do they go so hard on Jews?!)

heres his response... sounds like it did him some good....

SOUTH PARK MURDERED ME LAST NIGHT AND IT’S PRETTY FUNNY. IT HURTS MY FEELINGS BUT WHAT CAN YOU EXPECT FROM SOUTH PARK! I ACTUALLY HAVE BEEN WORKING ON MY EGO THOUGH. HAVING THE CRAZY EGO IS PLAYED OUT AT THIS POINT IN MY LIFE AND CAREER. I USE TO USE IT TO BUILD UP MY ESTEEM WHEN NOBODY BELIEVED IN ME. NOW THAT PEOPLE DO BELIEVE AND SUPPORT MY MUSIC AND PRODUCTS THE BEST RESPONSE IS THANK YOU INSTEAD OF “I TOLD YOU SO!!!” IT’S COOL TO TALK SHIT WHEN YOU’RE RAPPING BUT NOT IN REAL LIFE. WHEN YOU MEET LITTLE WAYNE IN PERSON HE’S THE NICEST GUY FOR EXAMPLE. I JUST WANNA BE A DOPER PERSON WHICH STARTS WITH ME NOT ALWAYS TELLING PEOPLE HOW DOPE I THINK I AM. I NEED TO JUST GET PAST MYSELF. DROP THE BRAVADO AND JUST MAKE DOPE PRODUCT. EVERYTHING IS NOT THAT SERIOUS. AS LONG AS PEOPLE THINK I ACT LIKE A BITCH THIS TYPE OF SHIT WILL HAPPEN TO ME. I GOT A LONG ROAD AHEAD OF ME TO MAKE PEOPLE BELIEVE I’M NOT ACTUALLY A HUGE DOUCHE BUT I’M UP FOR THE CHALLENGE. I’M SURE THE WRITERS AT SOUTH PARK ARE REALLY NICE PEOPLE IN REAL LIFE. THANKS FOR TAKING THE TIME TO DRAW MY CREW. THAT WAS PRETTY FUNNY ALSO!! I’M SURE THERE’S GRAMMATICAL ERRORS IN THIS… THAT’S HOW YOU KNOW IT’S ME!

Look At Me

I Just need a break, ive been working hard for so long... and i just need something to come through for me... there have been a lot of good ideas, promises, plans, but they all have turned out to be as pointless as a hand w/o an index finger.

What am I doing wrong?

I dont know... chances are... neither do you...

so fuck it...

Kail- The Sleep

MY FAVORITE SONG + DANCE OF ALL TIME!!!!!